I still don't know how to exactly explain how I feel. Crabby, irritated, just want to be left alone...
Its like the part of me that I've been wanting to kill is finally dying. Which should be a good thing, because whats left behind it the part of me that I want to flourish, but still I am going to miss that other part. And I don't know that I'm ready for it to go yet. But I'm too afraid to do anything about it.
Blah.
Oh, and something about how when we push ourselves to the point of annihilation we find the part of us that is truly indestructable... Sounds good. Guess I'm sort of on my way to some great dharma-zen spot. At least I hope so.
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